sand dunes!!

went to the sand dunes! It was a gorgeous day out, these photos aren't as splendid as the day. It was way fun... I attempted to slide down on the sled, thank goodness it didnt work!! Andy got me on video fearing death at the moment. Also went 4 wheeling. I also got to drive. Haha.. scared andy soooo much. but im a good driver ;) So i love the sand dunes! Way fun!!

BTW... I liked Twilight. I feared I wouldn't but i did. Wasn't fond of Kristen Stewart as Bella but I actually did like Edward. He made me feel the way I did when I read the books. I noticed my young, creative minded friends enjoyed it. We just let it be. It wasn't way out there ridiculous how some ppl made it seem. I give it a 3/5. and i would go watch it again.
PS
I love Edward, I wish I could marry him and we could make little vamp babies!!

im not here to let you down...

All has been so good...
good things always come to an end...
But just in my head. I've been happy, enjoying life. being a little crazy in the head. but mostly joyful. Then it always happens.. you feel like you finally have come down to earth and reality is everywhere and you feel stationary, motionless. And you want to run away. I don't want to let myself down and i don't want to let you down... But how do I satisfy myself? Will I ever be satisfied? Not just temporarily...

my edward

my senior year, April 2007, I started reading Twilight and since then Ive had a vivid image of my Edward. I ALWAYS put faces to my characters. This is the guy I think represents Edward... Chase Crawford(nate from gossipgirl) I don't care if no one agrees with me, this is MY Edward. About 5 months ago I was going through some Twilight discussion thingys on google and a girl stated how she thought Chase was the perfect guy to play Ed. I was so excited someone agreed.. Chase is so gorgeous, just like Edward. I love Chase.. lol.. He's my man!! ;) I have yet to watch Twilight and I know it will do no justice to the books but I still look forward to it.. Just wish Chase was in it. He is a sexy man.......

got myself a cowboy ;)

Went to Arco this weekend! :) And got myself a cowboy!
No, I really did.. His name is Andy Jensen..
But back to Arco... My roommates, Mary and Jess, friends Josie and Jill and me went with Andy and Karl to their home back in Arco. Arco is a small town? Full of farm land. We did tons of stuff and it was WAY fun. Horse riding, 4 wheeling, shooting.. Chili cookoff, caving!! Movie watching!! And met Andys awesome family! Im so glad I went, it changed so many things and Im so excited!! Just gotta live life! Live in the present, not in past and not only the future! But yes! Here comes change and the rollercoaster ride begins!!

oh the goodness!!

So I got another package on Monday!!! :) YAY!!!
This time it was from Antonia and David... HOW SWEET!!!
I didn't care too much for Julio's when I was home but here, I can't keep my hands out of the bag!! My canadian friend Chelsea likes too!! And the Gansitos... mhmmm... I shared with Andy... He didn't seem to appreciate it as much as me, but thats ok!! THANKS TONA & DAVID :) <3
YAY!! And Kylie wrote me :) We use to be pen pals years ago when she lived in Okinawa and then Wichita Falls... love it!!
I am sort of sick.. :( But I've been drinking tons of this yummy tea!! It soothes my throat..

P.s.
3 more weeks of school!! I'll be home in EXACTLY one month!! Woot! WOOT!!

b&w portrait

My latest photography assignment was a portrait. We had to choose a person, or ourselves, and capture the characteristics of them. I chose Sarah Bonn, one of my roommates... She doesn't usually apply lipstick but she is very into her appearance and fashion and all that good stuff.. I personally like this photo.. Now I just have to wait and see what Bro. Atkinson thinks... I have one more b&w assignment then we move on to digital!!!

here it comes....

Snow season started Saturday Nov 1st and it didn't take much time for it to start snowing...
Yesterday it started snowing and is sticking to the ground. Here comes the cold! I've been a tough girl, the locals complain about the cold more than I do. Im just so awesome I guess... :P
But yeah, it looks so lovely out, but I have a feeling I won't be liking the snow very long... I almost fell twice, I only slipped and guess what!?! I was wearing stupid snow boots. I've never broken a bone but I won't be surprised if that happens here. Thats life, I suppose.. Just gotta deal with the whack things that happen.
My beautiful rain boots! Last night was my second time wearing them...
exciting, i know!!

P.S.
Im ready for a break!! Want to go home for a while..
I love my family SO INCREDIBLE MUCH!!! Besitos!!

its not october anymore!!

Friday, Halloween, Josie (my 1st coun.)and I went trick-or-treating...

Well not really... Josie had the brillant idea of passing out candy to our RS sisters, so we did!

Josie is such a sweet girl! I enjoy working with her.

Yes, yes...

I was catwoman once again.. She's just so sexy.. I couldn't resist..

I think I have one of the best costumes out there. The only downside is not having batman around.. Batman is one hunk of love!! No joke... But this halloween I had a monk (andy) to hold onto in the dark. Except he did most of the holding on to. We drove up to Idaho Falls with Andy's brother and date Jill and his best friend Preston and Andy's cousin Sierra, and went to Dr. Slaughterhouse. ( a cool spook house the city's police station put together) And I will admit I was way impressed, but not once did I scream.. Very disappointing. I like being scared and love to scream. Sierra screamed A LOT and Jill did too. I even heard Andy scream a couple of times.. I was the brave one. Well duh, I was catwoman, I could've taken any of those villians out! But it was really awesome! After that fun-NESS, we watched two lame "scary" movies. (The Messengers and The Mist) not scary at all... I need to find my "scare" bone.....

Andy wanted me to make him look dead..

According to him halloween is about everyone and thing being dead..

I think halloween is about having the best costume out there!

Karl, Jill, Me, Andy, Preston and Sierra

After ANdy brought me home, Sarah, Jess and I broke curfew...

We were starving so we went to "Ramiere's" mexican restaurant at like 2 am..

It felt like home being in there, almost like "Julio's"

but the food was a little disappointing..

Another torta. But i will give it another try!!

P.S.

I really miss home.. I know Im pathetic.. but I miss it and Im a little scared of the changes going on in my life right now.. But I know its time to move on.. in so many ways.. Ive been holding to someone that may never come around..
I LOVE my family so much!!!