Life is just one bowl of craziness...
I started off the week hating it, wanting to get over with it but then it hit me.
I've been trying to figure out what my minor is going to be, going insane wondering if I should still major in integrated studio art, emphasis photo... I'm so close to my BA if I figure out my minor... I need 24.5 credits for my major and 24/25 for my minor. To me that's just insanely soon and I WANT IT! I can merely taste it on the tip of my tongue, oh how bad I want... And well so many things interest me, talking to April, things just made sense... Oh how grateful to my Lord am I for my wonderful mother and sisters, so inspiring, so full of truth, knowledge and ideas! I know Im running left and right not making pure sense, rushing with my thoughts, my words.. IM JUST SO EXCITED!! Ok guys.... I want to teach!! But only the cuteness of innocent, loving children!! Lame? Nope. I don't care. So Im thinking of going into child development or finding more that I can get into. The ideal grades, kinder-2nd grade. I remember sharing this idea with someone last yr who is going into teaching and she simply said, "yeah but I don't want to babysit" I felt so dumb, but WHATEV! I love children. I've been babysitting cousins since I was about 9-10 yrs! Then babysitting for money as soon as I turned twelve! Then life guarded and swimming lessons for 3 yrs, and I just LOVE it!! And then my precious nieces!! I would be and feel priveleged to teach little kids and prepare them for greater things in life. And of course I will fulfill my dream of being a photographer. I have felt much peace since I've shared this plan of mine outloud. I know it's to be and it will be done. Things will work out, I know they will cause the Lord's on my side!
Ive been sick since last Thursday and have kept busy!! Last night I was playing around with needle and yarn and on the phone with my buddy and brainstorming on patterns for flowers and I came up with a new method! Im so excited!! And ADDICTED!! I can't put the needle down. Would anybody like one?
You guys, I'm so excited for V day!! I just love Lover's day! I don't have a lover but it's not a big deal. I just wish everyday were valentines day! Ppl say its over reated, BlaH, Blah!! If you're in love, you are in love! Why not have fun!! Believe me, when I find that hunk of love, everyday will be great and he will receive TONS of LOVE!! The only thing is I love making cards and cute hadmade things but I didn't have anyone to do anything special. One day I will. One day everyday will be special for him. Im so excited!! I started my day with kick boxing, came home and ate grilled cheese sandwich, YUM!! Then read a new book I bought last night, "just listen" by sarah dessen.
