"Everyday I find more and more reasons why i can possibly fall in love with you...."

people are goofy, people are weird. you are too goofy and WAY weird, but i like it. i like it so much i can't ever stop giggling when you make that stupid face at me


just wanted to share my brain thought before it goes away.
im learning to fall in love and though it is a little scary, im exited for whatever happens.

bananas

lately all i think about is bananas. "banana this, banana that",

"oh Tanner, im bananas for you"

oh how I love bananas.
tomorrow is HALLOWEEN!
hopefully ill have good photos of tanner and my costume! its gonna be FABULOUS!!!

ps. Hawaii is good. i'll be here a little longer than planned.
pss. my computer is dead. shipping it off soon, hopefully it will be possible to revive. than i can get back to blogging bizness.

HAPPY FRIDAY!!!!!!

ser feliz

I've been a little different lately. and its a good thing. I'm allowing myself to "be", living in the present and just be happy, "ser feliz".

My blog is incredibly boring. Actually considering of putting it out of its misery :P
I'll make a couple of adjustments here and there, then figure out where to go from there.

Happy Sabbath!!!

never find a love like this.

Oh how i love mi familia.
This Sunday I was reminded that "we need to be there for each other, not against each other" having a family like mine has been such a great blessing.

Hawaiiii

(my photo from aug '07)

I've been lousy at this blogging business, but worst of all, I've been lousy at doing one of the most important things to me. I have not really picked up any of my cameras since I've been here. I haven't felt too alive, I feel half empty. But Im trying to figure things out, Im trying to love and create and discover. And I need time. "remember why you are there" a bit of advice from someone who NEVER fails to give me great advice. "Your family, friends, and church leaders are concerned for your well being" I don't doubt any of this. In fact, Im so grateful for their concern and the great influence many have been in my life.
But I need to get back on track and do my THANG. Its almost that time, Im coming, it's coming.