whiney whine!!

im such a whiney whiner!! all i do is complain :(
i hate it.

i miss my camera, which i easily let go
i miss my boyfriend, who i left in hawaii
i need a job, but i don't want to work
my room is a mess, i make a mess everyday
my toe hurts, i dropped a stupid glass ball on it

blah, blah, blah.... on and on it goes...

i set up my etsy account but my photos are horrible :( http://www.etsy.com/shop/beebrookecreations

i left the canon digital slr, i once had my hands on, in hawaii so i have to manage with cameras that belong to other people i find lying around the house. im such a retard....

mail time!!!!!!!!!

you know what i love???

i love..... MAIL TIME!!!
I love getting letters in the mail, especially from him :)

love, LOVE this boy

oh fun, fun!!!

i just downloaded this uber fun polaroid camera thinger.. polaroid!
I actually am a fuji instax user but since i gots no money in the bank at the moment, this works perfect and its really fun because it makes the same noise as the real thing!

ps.
i just really wanted to post a photo of my love!
i miss him so much....
4 more saturdays till texas+tanner=LOVE!!

-b

baby shower time!!

(mommy, Natalie and Ashlie)

My beautiful sister Ashlie is expecting her third child and it's a BOY!!!
Today my mother, Ashlie's mother-in-law and myself threw her a baby shower. It was thrown together pretty last minute but good turn out and tons of baby clothes and cute gifts!!(double thumbs up!) Now we just have to patiently wait for baby Anderson to come out!!

every word you say

Been up all night staring at you
wondering what's on your mind
i've been this way with so many before but this feels like the first time
you want the sunrise to go back to bed i want to make you laugh
mess up my bed with me kick off the covers i'm waiting
every word you say i think i should write down don't want to forget come daylight
happy to lay here just happy to be here i'm happy to know you
play me a song your newest one please leave your taste on my tongue
paperweight on my back cover me like a blanket
mess up my bed with me kick off the covers i'm waiting
every word you say i think i should write down don't want to forget come daylight
and no need to worry that's wastin time
and no need to wonder what's been on my mind
it's you it's you it's you
every word you say i think i should write down don't want to forget come daylight
and i give up i let you win you win cause i'm not counting
you made it back to sleep again wonder what you're dreaming

Joshua Radin

Paperweight lyrics

Tanner n I skype almost every night, I am sooooo incredibly grateful for the invention of skype.
We always snap away taking pictures of each other. can't wait to see him....







I love this sexy man....

kitchen things & such

Been working on my kitchen yummy skills.
Today I made biscuits & gravy!! Lately I've been referring to homesicktexan for recipes! But I incorporate a bit of brooke here n there. In the biscuits I substituted milk + lemon juice for the buttermilk, (who would have known to do that??) and well in my gravy I fried bacon with cilantro n mixed with milk n flour! Was pretty delicious!

Besides kitchen business, I've been spending tons of time with these beauties. such cuties!


ps.

my loverboy is coming down to texas!! YES!! SO stoked! this little cuteness in about 36 days!?! yahoo!! Me + Him = YAYAYAYAYA!!!!! can hardly live without him.

Are We There Yet?

They say that home is where the heart is
I guess I haven't found my home
And we keep driving round in circles
Afraid to call this place our own.

And are we there yet?




They say you're really not somebody
Until somebody else loves you
Well I am waiting to make somebody somebody
Soon

And are we there yet?

-Ingrid Michaelson


Tanner n I made little dolls of each other before I left the island.
lol, he looks a little creepy but smells so scrumptious like the real thing ;)

I didn't plan on falling in love, I didn't plan on leaving him, and I didn't plan on missing him so dang much. I'm so far away, and time difference doesn't make it any easier for us. This is going to be quite the challenge.