losing myself

seems like the more i try to be myself, the more i push myself away.
i don't get it, i just want to be Brooke and I feel so lost at times. I feel like I'm in a little heart shaped black box and there's absolutely no color on my walls and it drives me insane. I limit myself way too much, I'm losing myself. I need the sunshine, i need my huge red shades, I need my short shorts and a cute little 5 star gray notebook.


Oh what am I doing in Idaho!?! I'm learning what is ME.