my heart

my heart is in so much pain. i miss my baby, i miss Tanner....
Being able to jump into his bed and waking him up at 7 am was soooo great. Going to bed with Tanner in my mind, in my house, in the room next door, was such a blessing. and being asked to marry him was the greatest. i am IN DEEP LOVE with Tanner D. Fullmer.

I'd give everything I have
and anything I'd do
if forever I could call you my boo.
A husband and a father
I want you to be my childrens mother
for you and me it would only be right
if I asked you to spend eternity with me
tonight.
From the beginning I have always loved you
and kept picturing days when you'd say " I do"
You're spiritual, fantastic, artistic, creative,
kind and caring
Even through cockroaches for you I'd be daring
To love and protect
from me you will get
My heart and my soul
I put in your control
You mean everything and more to me
so that's why I'm on one knee
Asking you Brooke Angel Powell Will you marry me?
-Tanner

That along with a fire in my backyard, with fire in chimney and a photo slide show is how my hunk of love proposed. :) he is so gangsta, so cute!

So as I mope around, cry and miss him, I still have the ability of cheering up by looking at the beautiful ring he put on my finger. He loves me and I absolutely love him. soooo grateful he was able to spend a week with me.

ps wedding this summer!!! :O
oh-so excited and full of love