i love you.

 

Life is so fun but it doesn't get any better without you.

There's so many things I want to do but you must be there, next to me. 

I need your hand to hold, and your lips at service for whenever I desire. 

I never knew this could happen, and I'm glad it has. 

I'm crazy for you. 

Even when I yell at you for the stupidest reasons, and hang up the phone and screen your phone calls. 

I love you. And I'm incredibly scared that I do. 

Scared that my pride will be stabbed, scared of what you can do to me. 

but I hope it only becomes more magical.

I hope we can become so much more. 

this was "mysteriously" emailed to tanner last week (from my mother's email)

& he texted me while he was at work to check his email to see what my mom had emailed him. haha. 

As I read the email I knew these were my words. I had written this, somewhere, not sure if on a piece of paper or what.

Well today I thought of those words and decided to check my memos in my itouch. there it was!

I had written this love note while I was on my way to Alaska about a month ago hahaha. 

I might have scheduled it to email him a month after I wrote it... And well my mom gave me her

itouch last year & I guess it still is connected to her email account hahaha 

But that settles the mystery of how my mother "wrote" a love letter to my husband.